First things first: I need structure. I need to work. I need hobbies I love and enjoy doing. I need balance of work and play. I need a deep spirituality, a deep connection with the Earth and other people. My brain needs to be stimulated. I miss learning, learning about interesting things. I miss learning about religion. I miss going to GLASA at Cleveland State University. I miss going to the library there and talking to Jerry from the computer lab. I miss the Anthropology Association. Art Therapy at Ursuline College was interesting. I miss taking art classes with Ken. I miss Jeffrey. Among other things that I failed to state I miss, I miss feeling my sense of normal whatever normal is.